good moods run abundant...

it's been a good last couple of weeks and i can't help but feel good about things at the moment. i don't have any negitive vibes out there at all, i'm just floating in a happy little bubble above all things that could go wrong at the moment...and weatherboy saw that it was good...

things are good right now, i'm more optimistic than i've been in a long time, which is really good. (and i don't think i've used the word good enough) with that said, i think it's time to start organizing another get together... over this last holiday weekend, HEW and i talked about organizing another bar-b-que down here in oly, all i can say is that plan is slightly shot. HOWEVER, i have another plan. does anyone remember Digital Underground? you know, ''the humpty dance"? at any rate, they will be in oly on the 18th, a couple weeks away, so i was thinkin' we should all get together for that maybe. what do you guys think? oh, and schwee, pass the word on to bug would you? she never checks this stuff and it'd be nice to see her again sometime. that's just an idea, so you guys should see how that fits into your schedules.

ok, now i know i've been really bad about writing posts, and there are some weirdo's who post like 15 times a day, i don't really care about that. this is just a friendly reminder to everyone to get out there and let us know what's going on. here's what's going on with me...

i start my second internship at Custer Elem. in the Clover Park school district tomorrow. it's gonna be fun, i have a cool cooperating teacher and i know i'm gonna learn a lot from him, plus i've been told that this school district needs more male teachers so, i'm hoping to make some good contacts.

TODAY, i'm gonna go and do some movie shopping, cause i'm bored with my movies, then i'm gonna probably go to the fishbowl pub for some fishtale amber (which i introduced to HEW this weekend and i think he liked) and do some reading...goodtimes. after that i have a dentist appointment to get a...yes...cavity filled!!!NOOOoooo!!! i thought that time of my life was over. for those of you that know me and have glanced inside of my mouth at all (i know you guys have, who could resist?) you'd notice that i have a bunch of silver and stuff inside...what can i say? I ate a lot of candy in my youth...but, now i have to go and get a shot and get all numb (i used to hate the shot, now i hate the numbness, IT NEVER GOES AWAY FAST ENOUGH!) and to top this all off i have a refs. meeting again tonight, another two hours...gone...

so, for the moment, that's my life. not exciting, but i wanted to put it out there as an example of filling people in on my life. some people use these journals as an actual place to post their feelings and thoughts and stuff, and i'll admit that i've done similar things to that. i just hope that everyone who does this thinks about what they write. i know it's easy to fall beind the protective excuse of "it's my journal, and if i want to post my innermost thoughts and feelings...i'll do it!!!!" just remember that, UNLIKE a real journal, your innermost thoughts and feelings are being broadcasted across cyberspace! and every now and again if you say something cheezy to an obnoxious extent, or offensive to and equally obnixious extent that people most likely will react! i'm not about censoring yourslef, that sucks, but just be aware...everyone! for instance here's my reaction to a post...
i really can't handle dreamy, whistful, utterly sappy, and obviously forced posts on feelings... that's just me...HOWEVER, i go off on my own happy little tangents which might be too much for everyone to take, especially if they're having a bad day, and when i write those kind of posts i write in the hope that whoever reads it will feel a little bit of the hope that i put out there...

i guess that i'm just one of those people who thought these journals were a good way for all of us to keep in touch, and the one person who got me started on this still hasen't posted since may 26th! so, i guess she set the standard for me and i just kept it going! anyways...with ALL of that said, keep posting everyone and let us all know what's going on in your head or otherwise!

till next time...

may the shwarts be with you...

-ROCK STEADY