well that is that, and this is this...

you tell me what you want and i'll tell you what you get. you get away from me...

now, i really like 'float on', by modest mouse. but, 'the ocean breaths salty' is almost equally as cool. it's kinda dark, but i like it. there's one hopeful line in the song. not too bad.

anyways, the reffing went well. i had some evil parents yelling at me from the sidelines. these people need to stop living through their kids. dads who go nuts and yell at me and at their kids. it's just not cool. and just so you all know MOMs are NO BETTER. there are almost as many cheerleaders on the sidelines as there are players on the sideline! and for every cheerleader out there there's a mom sitting in the front row doing all of the moves with them. it's americana at it's best and all, i guess. people just passing the traditions down. i can't honestly say that i won't urge my kids to do the same things. i'd love to have a son play football, or a little girl as a cheerleader. OR, the complete opposite, i'm not gonna play the gender game. a girl can play football if she damn well chooses, i've seen it many times. even in Kenai, redneck, Alaska there was a girl on the high school football team! i saw her play, and she made one of the best blocks for a run i've ever seen. it was totally textbook and she took like two guys right out of the play, it was awesome! she was like half their size too! anyways, i'm done being all progressive. if i had little girls i really would perfer they did cheerleading, i'm sorry. and i'd like my boys to play football, if it's possible. i know i must be a sexist asshole. but, that's how i feel.

so yeah, here i sit. bored again. not feeling 100%, but i think i reached almost 80%. that's not half bad. i'm gonna hang out and watch some more...you guessed it, football! and then i'm probably gonna just turn in early. i might get up early tomorrow and head off to mass at 8am so i can watch the seahawks play at 10am. we'll see.

if anyone out there is bored too, i'm right here, reach out and do some touchin'...

"...and maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old...well, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know i hope so..."

-ROCK STEADY